Thursday, January 6, 2011

2.0.1.2

I'm sure most people have watched the-apocalypse-end-of-the-world movie; 2012. I haven't but I know basically the Mayan calendar ends in 2012 signifying end of the world. I have made numerous jokes on various occasions regarding to this "prediction". Most of the time just to enlighten my friends when they're stressed.

However, I was left baffled when I read this:



And then:


I guess this is it people... the end is near.

So, what would you do if your life ends in 2012? No New Year resolutions; make a long to-do list instead. HAHAHA!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Abundance.

3rd of January has always been the day I dread the most. First of all, it's always the first day of school and it marks the beginning of another horrific learning year. Secondly, I get old on this day. Lastly, my dad is always not around to celebrate the special day with me. Hence, I'm used to postponing my birthday celebrations.

Growing up, I realized that I'm not a big fan of celebrations and presents. However, I love to be rewarded when I achieve something. Say, good exam results and I get what I wish for; often my mum would cringe while my dad kept giving. Thank God I achieve good results if not I'll never get presents.

Okay, so I wouldn't want to celebrate my birthday this year mostly because I'M STILL SICK! Thought that I'd get better and maybe go out for dinner but no thanks to some unforeseen circumstances; I didn't recuperate in time. I had to write anyways so... forget it. Well, most of my birthday wishes came from Facebook (of course, right) and well, most came with nicknames. Then I began reminiscing my years when all the nicknames popped out. Contributors (culprits) won't be named though.




NICKNAMES OVER THE YEARS:


1994-2005
  • Fui Fui (the infamous nickname was created during recess in school and often imitated with crunchy cookies while pronouncing it)
  • nen nen (this is also another infamous nickname due to the fact I drink fresh milk everyday and some claimed that it contributed to my fair skin)
  • curry (everybody should know why)

2006-2011
  • carlill carbolic (this is reference to Carlill v Carbolic Smoke Ball Co.; the first case we studied in Contract Law during A-Level)
  • infant (Contract Law again; Minors Act 1970)
  • mojojo (reference to MoJo Jojo; the villain in Powerpuff Girls)
  • carly fries carly junior (no thanks to Dr. Rick in Fired Up!)
  • curry curly fries (basically hybrid of two)
  • CMSC (Carly Manager; me and the misbehaving S the Client)
  • Carly Spongebob Kerrigan Yap (this is the latest; due to the fact I'm a StarCraft II and SpongeBob addict)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

So, This is the New Year.

Wake up and greet 2011. No celebration, no party, no drinking, no gathering; unlike last year. I like my life in solitude. I'm not a party person and it's not like I'm anti-social or anything...

It may seem that I have no life and the way I spent my New Year's eve certainly suggested that as well; StarCraft II party. We all met up online at 1am; and started going on crazy melee gaming. The frenzy was so overwhelmingly frustrating and at times too funny because most of them were drunk!!! Worst of all, we met a bunch of bad beginners who couldn't work as a team. One even told me that he's not my A.I. when I advised him how to play.

Okay, let me justify myself. Firstly, I'm still sick. I don't want to go out at all! The cold and crisp air outside will just make my cough even worse. Secondly, I cannot do drinking and celebration in UK is all about drinking. Lastly, I don't really like fireworks and so, no point really, the celebration has no significance to me.

But just to be fair, 2011 marks the beginning of a crucial year in UK. For worse or better; only one will prevail. Reading the economics section of the news just make my stomach hurl. The thought of staying here for another year makes my face cringe in agony. Really.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

No Strangers.

The Deutschland is a place I never thought I'd visit this year. I'd never heard of anything peculiar about the place except the BMW automobile showroom that most engineering undergraduates gushed about like little girls. So, it's true when I say I never really wanted to go Germany at all!

When I was sick for a short while back then, my friend asked if I want to go Germany with her. I was like... sure! Mostly because I was under medication and I couldn't think straight. Thank goodness the tickets to Dusseldorf was cheap... and so the plan materialized.

I didn't do much research, was out having a good time on Monday night at the Kings of Leon concert and the trip was on Wednesday morning itself. I kept telling another friend that I'd be so dead for the trip... hoping that the friend who's joining me had done enough research.

Our first destination was Cologne. It's quite a huge city separated by a river. We were lost the moment we got there and we met a good Samaritan on the underground train who showed us the way. He was shocked, when he found out that we're touring Cologne and told us the best nightlife is in Berlin. Soon after checking-in to the hotel, we decided to try out the kebap (that's how they spelled it in Germany) restaurant which was HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by my friend. Got lost on the streets while trying to look for the underground station. I tapped the shoulder of a man and asked for directions. My goodness... he was such a gentleman!!! His looks were comparable to a prince and his accent was... unbelievably clear for a German. My friend was on the other side and once she saw his face... she hopped over like a bunny and asked him for directions... -TWICE. Just because she didn't hear what he said the first time she asked him to repeat... drowned in his good looks. So, dinner time. Kebap is a Turkish cuisine and the people serving us were Turkish people who speak German; not so much of English. Others had to queue, pay and get their food before entering the restaurant but we've got the special service. We sat down and the waiter tried to take our order. He asked BIG or SMALL bread... we're like what are the exact sizes? Guess what, he went into the kitchen and came out with the breads to demonstrate to us!!! We laughed our heads off! Then we're eating, halfway through I saw bottles of yellow liquid on the table. So I grabbed a waiter and asked him what it was. He couldn't speak English, so he dragged another waiter to explain to us. But he too, couldn't speak English. Final resort, he went into the kitchen and took out a slice of lemon to show us. Once again, we laughed our heads off at their funny demonstrations.

The next day in Cologne, we started off our journey well just because I finally grasped the routes for the underground. However, once we entered Heumarkt, we got lost on the way to Marienplatz. I told my friend to scout for hot guys so we can ask for directions. Just as we're scouting the people on the street across, the traffic light turned green and they crossed over. One lady walked directly to us and asked if we need help. Okay, so here comes my theory; take out a map, put on the very confused and lost look... people will come to you.

I tried this tactic twice, in Berlin and it worked wonders for me. I cannot list the number of good Samaritans that we've met in Germany but all in all, we met a wonderful lady in Berlin. She's 80 years old, walking alone in the freezing streets just to get flowers from the other end. I didn't put on the "lost" face on purpose but she was kind enough to offer her help. She was going the same way as the place we intended to go, Bebelplatz so she walked us there. On the way, she told us that she was once at the East Berlin side and she condemned Communism though living in it. I imagined, what if we just sit down at a nice, warm cafe and spend the afternoon just listening to her stories. I mean, since we were not enjoying Berlin. She's 80. She lived through everything. Too bad we didn't and she could only share the stories as far as her experience with the Embassies and the European Commission building. And the best part was... she knew where Malaysia is!!!

She really inspired both of us to try to enjoy Berlin. Maybe most of the sights that we saw were around East Berlin; we didn't enjoy them. Communist buildings are so dull and the highly anticipated Marx-Engels Forum with the Holocaust Memorials were just... disappointing. I guess Cologne, Fussen, Munich and Liepzig were too exciting that Berlin fared much worse compared to them. I really loved Cologne for the people and the culture. I wish to go back there again.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Lost in Transition

Do you believe in reciprocity? It's like an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth; albeit in a good way. In certain circumstances I believe giving back should be more than what I've taken from others. It just feels as if I'm indebted forever if I don't return with a surplus.

However, sometimes enough is enough. There is no point of having insufferable feelings over things that don't matter. Give and take. No giving? That's it. I'm moving on. What makes me feel really awful is when these people return to me and behave as if everything is still normal. You don't sustain a strong bond on a come-and-go basis. You make effort to keep in touch, you stay through the thick and thins and more importantly, you share.

I told some friends last year that I wish I could be more selfish, more conceited. That way, I can tell others what I want and get what I want more easily. However, I just cannot put myself through it. Lost in transition. Stuck in between.

This is not a warning sent out to my readers/friends but I'm just trying to inspire myself to be a more positive person. Sometimes letting go is the key to happiness. I appreciate everything that comes my way but unfortunately most people I know don't really share the same trait; let alone preserving it.