It's been a long while since I last blogged. Totally lost the touch of it. The combined feeling of wholesomeness and relief after sharing my thoughts only. Now I'm really troubled. Even though many felt happy for me; I too felt happy but the persons I'm closest to are not.
I didn't get First Class, I know I'm not the First Class graduate kind because first of all, I'm not studious and secondly I am not quite used to the teaching system in UK. I might be enjoying myself a little too much in the UK with all the temptations being the people, music and traveling. Nevertheless I knew what I had to do and I aimed to secure a Second Upper.
After the exams, I thought that EU Law would significantly affect my marks. I was even more afraid that my Dissertation would pull me down to a Second Lower because well, I seriously could not predict my marks. Above all, I did a LONG DISSERTATION which could go either way to secure my degree or not.
When I told my mother about my results today, she wasn't too ecstatic. She was like: "Are you satisfied with your results? Then, that's good."
I had to be satisfied with my results and I was incredibly happy to say that I've got a First Class in my Dissertation. However she didn't seem to share the same joy that I felt. Was she expecting me to get a First Class?
I can't get the conversation out of my head. I couldn't reach my dad for words of comfort. My brother is of NO USE! He didn't even ask me about my results. 叉烧仔!!!
I didn't get First Class, I know I'm not the First Class graduate kind because first of all, I'm not studious and secondly I am not quite used to the teaching system in UK. I might be enjoying myself a little too much in the UK with all the temptations being the people, music and traveling. Nevertheless I knew what I had to do and I aimed to secure a Second Upper.
After the exams, I thought that EU Law would significantly affect my marks. I was even more afraid that my Dissertation would pull me down to a Second Lower because well, I seriously could not predict my marks. Above all, I did a LONG DISSERTATION which could go either way to secure my degree or not.
When I told my mother about my results today, she wasn't too ecstatic. She was like: "Are you satisfied with your results? Then, that's good."
I had to be satisfied with my results and I was incredibly happy to say that I've got a First Class in my Dissertation. However she didn't seem to share the same joy that I felt. Was she expecting me to get a First Class?
I can't get the conversation out of my head. I couldn't reach my dad for words of comfort. My brother is of NO USE! He didn't even ask me about my results. 叉烧仔!!!
2 comments:
MISS Yap FUi yin! i m truly happy for u!! congratulation!! hmm...maybe ur mum expect more from you...but she will slowly understand..time will heal the wound kay? a good result just a bonus in our life...guess u truly enjoy the life in UK there...at least u help me a favour ady>>through u(the photo that u shoot)reach me to another part of world that since young i hope can study there but hehe..though sumtimes a bit jealous..haha...congratulation once again!
u done a good job as being a student..haha...watch football still get 2nd upper...let's see my 2nd yr 2nd sem result..haizz...maybe no eyes see...but..cheers for life! =)
btw...france & italy out all predestined ady...they really not performed well plus they are ppl control behind it and among the matches many are kelong one...like germany..if poldoski masuk the penalty that day all around the world the bookie will hire assassin to shoot him a..cos ppl all buy germany..hiak hiak..
england will be taking the next flight bec to Uk after round 16...haha...although i olwaz watch and support them when playing...
if spain vs portugal of course spain!
hope spain will hang on there...now first half against chile they play still not bad compared to previous match..haha..chile even get in i think also cant last for long..players miss next match a bla bla bla..brazil olwaz so lucky...is quite nice to watch spain playing as it quite good for eyes since got handsome playing there..hahahahaha...
wanna see holland,spain,argentina,brazil play against each other! take good care there aa...
world cup fever..............
-magdeline-
excuse me..spam again! walao..just praise the espanyol then chile goal!! wah piang...what the hell their defence........................
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